Wednesday, March 31, 2004

Like this song vey much. L'arc~en Ciel displaying their talent again. For some reason, it reminds me of my class people. I'm not into mushy stuff and reminiscing too much but somehow it invoked some nostalgia in me.
I had been trying very hard to organise a class gathering. I have no idea why i wanted the gathering so badly. I missed the school timetable. Everyone hated the rigidity and routine while i secretly enjoyed it. Missed the days when we grouped at the canteen tables to gossip, poked fun at each other and laughed at silly facts off the snapple caps. Missed the horseplay in class, missed the drawing and writing crap on each other's notes. The list can go on and on.. But even in the absence of that nowadays...life still goes on.


This just urines me off...

From the game: 'SNK vs Capcom' for the Neo Geo Pocket Color

Going into army tml..feeling a little funny. Trepidation mixed wif anticipation right now. Its been a long time since i have been to a camp. I feel as if i am going to take part in Survivor. No rich hatch or ethan or lex gameplay unless..provoked. /vulpine smile.

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

Done. Plagiarism is great.
I cant help but marvel at my own I.T skills, which involve the complex artforms of copying,pasting and snipping. Even the picture looks so nice. Simple yet irresistible.
People often say that blogs are meant for people who want to connect to the world but have little or no technical expertise.

Rubbish. Blogs are for people with little or no morals. People like me. Who? Hypocritic poseurs. Who bloghops and spies on others. Who likes to write and indulge in the peverse pleasure of knowing that someone somewhere out there in the world will be reading this. It's solace, especially for a bunch of sad twofaced personalities just like me.

In person, I'm very quiet and shy, especially around people I don't know very well. Even for those who know me very well, I can still be very quiet. I've learnt that there's a better word for it -diffident. Not trying to sound egoistic,but i think the word is made for me. It encompasses many qualities-shy, lacking self-confidence, reserved, unassertive. I'm definitely not as loud-mouthed and obnoxious as I may come across here. Perhaps that's just the way my brain thinks and that's why I write down all my smartass comments on here.

A classmate of mine told me that keeping a blog was therapeutic. Haha Yea, it assuages my urge to just throw something up and re-read it many times to delectate my narcissistic self .