Sigh.I dun noe why i am dreading this month so much.
maybe i am down wif end of the yr blues. i hate growing old. 19. wad a fcked up age.

I hate driving.
I hate myself even more.
I wan to destroy all the cars in the world.

I am tyoung wif my eyes close now necaise i am simplu to tired recently.
My facial muscles are so tired that it feels like a thousand kg ponderous weights are attached to make my muscles sag. I suspsect it resulted from smilnig too much of my sycphanyic smile of mine. I am so tired that i have stoped surfing pon for a record of four days. Tired from trying to read too much. cramping three books in two army days. cos i am owing the library cops. Tired of reading between lines. Tired of life. Tired of the expectations that pple plaece on u. Tired of societal pressure.
If all this is ka(a term for someones destiny, taken from Stephen King's Dark Tower series.)...

Then.
FUck ka.
Fuck cars.

I am awake now. Its amazing how vulgarities heightens one's mental acuity. One more shoddy post in my blog.yea.